Monday, June 22, 2009

The party

Vicki has received a card in her mailbox from the post office. She knows that she has to go and pick up a parcel and she also knows what it is in the parcel - a tiny teddy bear she has named Cari. She will be a little sister for Andrew bear.


She has planned a welcoming party and invited her three angel friends - Andrew and Monica and Tess - as well the other two resident bears in her household - Andrew bear and Panda Bear.


She wanted to have the cookies all made and the lemonade all stirred before she had to leave for the post office. However she does have some help in the kitchen. Andrew has arrived early for the party to help out as he can. "Of course, Vicki, Andrew bear and I will be quite willing to get everything ready. Go and pick up your new tiny teddy bear friend," is Andrew’s contribution.


"Can I trust you two in my kitchen and to not burn the cookies?" she asks her two friends.


Andrew bear is all smiles. Andrew gives Vicki a quick hug in response and takes off her apron at the same time.


Vicki chuckles and so does Andrew bear as Andrew puts the apron on himself. Andrew is wearing his white shirt and certainly would not want to get any lemonade or cookie batter on it. The design on the apron is most appropriate - Paddington Bear.


"Go, we will be just fine. Monica and Tess will probably arrive early to help as well, " is Andrew’s answer.


So Vicki gets into her little car and drives off to the post office.


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Andrew bear and Andrew are left to attend to matters in the kitchen. Andrew bear looks all ready to help as he can. He does like getting his paws into new situations.


"Andrew bear, please read out the cookie recipe to me, "asks Andrew. So Andrew bear does just that and he does not make too many mistakes. Andrew does have to give him a short lesson in reading cooking measurements - a tablespoon of salt is not the same as a teaspoon of salt.


Andrew bear wants to stir the cookie batter but Andrew has to discourage him gently. "Andrew bear, the electric mixer will do that much easier. Anyway cookie batter can be quite sticky and I would not want you to spill any on your fur coat before the party."


When Andrew bear begins to look discouraged, Andrew has to add, "But you can certainly help me put the cookies on the cookie sheet before they go into the oven."


So Andrew bear is content to do that as Andrew shows him how to put nice even sized spoonfuls on the cookie sheet and even how to flatten the cookies. "No, Andrew bear not with your paw, with a spoon please," is Andrew’s exclamation.


When the cookies go into the oven Andrew bear likes to watch them bake through the glass door.


Andrew soon motions to his small teddy bear friend. "Andrew bear, part of baking is cleaning up." Andrew bear wrinkles up his little nose but Andrew hands him a towel.


Nothing is too breakable.


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Andrew has to go outside and set up the table and make sure all the chairs are in order.


Before her departure, Vicki has showed Andrew where the special tablecloth with the Noah’s Ark design is and also the Peter Rabbit tray.


"Now, Andrew bear, can I leave you to mix up the lemonade? Can you read the instructions carefully and add the correct amount of water," asks Andrew.


When Andrew bear nods his head in agreement, Andrew feels comfortable leaving his small teddy bear friend to these preparations.


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Andrew has gone longer than he had expected and when he returns to the kitchen he finds a rather sticky mess. Andrew bear has spilled quite a bit of lemonade on himself.


"Oh, dear, Andrew bear, you will need a bath and I will have to tidy up this mess," says Andrew sadly.


So how do you pick up a sticky teddy bear? Andrew obviously knows the proper method as he picks up Andrew bear by the scruff of his neck like a mother cat does with her kittens.


Andrew takes him upstairs and puts him down in the middle of the bathtub.


Andrew bear knows that Andrew is upset with him and he looks quite upset himself. Andrew bear holds out his paws to give his angel friend a hug.


"Sorry, Andrew bear, that will have to wait until you are cleaned up," adds Andrew. But he does give Andrew bear’s tummy a little tickle.


So Andrew leaves Andrew bear and he goes back to attend to the mess in the kitchen.


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Andrew is just letting out a deep sigh. Now he knows how parents feel about their children. He is wondering where he should start cleaning up.


Just then there is a knock at the door.


"Oh, Tess and Monica, I am so happy to see you," is Andrew’s exclamation. They both chuckle when they see the Paddington bear apron that Andrew is wearing.


"You, do look good in that," says Tess. "Come here, angel baby and have a hug. You do look like you are having a difficult time."


Tess embraces Andrew deeply and then he shares a hug with Monica as well.


"Why don’t I go upstairs and see how Andrew bear is doing in his bath," says Monica and she does just that.


Soon some chuckles and singing and splashing are heard from upstairs. Andrew smiles at Tess but he still looks discouraged.


"Now I know how the Father must feel when He sees His children getting into sticky messes," exclaims Andrew.


"I know, angel baby, come here close to Tess," adds Andrew’s mentor and angel friend. For some time Tess holds Andrew in a comforting hug and Andrew begins to feel at peace again and reassured that he is where he is supposed to be and he is doing what he is supposed to be doing.


"Teddy bears are a real blessing but they can also be a real challenge too, " is Tess’s comment.


Andrew is all smiles now. So the two angel friends are content being together and it sounds like Monica and Andrew bear are having a good time upstairs.


With Tess and Andrew working together the mess in the kitchen is cleaned up in no time and the lemonade is also prepared and placed in the refrigerator to cool. Before too long they hear the noise of a hair dryer or is it a fur dryer in this case? There cannot be a damp teddy bear at a welcoming party for his tiny teddy bear sister.


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Some time passes and eventually Monica and Andrew bear come back downstairs again. Andrew bear is holding onto Monica’s hand quite tightly. Monica has explained to the small teddy bear that he will have to apologize to Andrew for making such a mess and leaving Andrew to tidy up the kitchen.


Andrew bear leaps up into Andrew’s arms. Having a teddy bear look at you intently can be unsettling but obviously not for an angel.


"Of course, Andrew bear, I accept your apology," is Andrew’ s answer. Then he has a special hug for his small teddy bear friend.


Tess has to add her words as well, " Monica you certainly did a good job of getting Andrew bear all cleaned up. I see that you have even found a blue bow tie for him to wear."


Andrew bear has a big smile for Tess. She goes over to give Andrew bear a tickle on his tummy. Andrew bear is starting to think that this is a special teddy bear tickle.


Meanwhile, Andrew has gone outside to welcome Vicki and the new teddy bear. "Oh, Andrew, this took much longer than I had expected," exclaims Vicki. "I was almost afraid that the parcel was lost. Did everyone get everything ready according to my instructions?"


Andrew answers, "That may be a question you want to discuss later with Andrew bear, but I think that now it is time for the party."


Monica and Tess have now come out of the house. Monica is holding onto Andrew bear who has started to get very excited about meeting his little sister.


"Yes, Andrew bear, this is Cari - she is your little sister," says Vicki. Andrew bear goes over and gives her a special teddy bear hug.


The three angels and Vicki are smiling at this.


Cari is a sweet little teddy bear and quite a bit smaller than Andrew bear. She looks around and immediately recognizes the three angels for who they are. There is something in the chemistry between angels and teddy bears.


Everyone has to introduce themselves and there is much laughing and tickling of teddy bear tummies. Cari seems to like this as much as Andrew bear.


In the meantime, Vicki has gone into the house to check out the situation in the kitchen. and she finds everything to be in order. When she looks in the back yard, she finds the chairs and the tables all set out as well. "Andrew, you must have worked some miracles her, " is Vicki’s comment as she has a special smile for her angel friend.


"I did have some help from Monica and Tess, " is Andrew’s honest answer.


"So go now and get settled outside, "says Monica. "Tess and I will bring out the goodies. I think Andrew has gone to find Panda Bear.


Vicki is busy entertaining the two teddy bears who are getting acquainted themselves. Soon the friends - angels and teddy bears including Panda Bear are all assembled outside.


They all join hands and paws for the blessing, which Andrew so ably says, " For food and friends and all God sends; we give You thanks O Lord." And everyone says Amen.


Cari is looking towards Tess’s lap. That looks like a comfy place to sit so that is where she ends up. You can easily imagine where Andrew bear is sitting - in Andrew’s lap.


Everyone is enjoying the cookies and lemonade and complimenting Andrew and Andrew bear on their efforts. All is forgiven between the two friends and Andrew bear does not look uncomfortable at all.


Even Panda Bear is happy to join in the event - rocking in his small red rocking chair.


Before too long Cari bear is beginning to get very sleepy and produces several small yawns. She looks like she could easily go to sleep in Tess’s lap.


Even Andrew bear is beginning to get sleepy as well. Andrew notices this right away. "Andrew bear, you have had a busy day and your little sister Cari has just had a long trip. I expect you both should be tucked in your teddy bear beds."


Both teddy bears nod their heads in agreement. But before the small guests disappear to their beds, Andrew has a blessing for all assembled. Again the group joins hands and paws as he prays.


"The Lord bless us and keep us.

The Lord make His face shine upon us and be gracious to us.

The Lord look upon us with favour and grant us peace."


And again everyone says Amen.


There are hugs all around. Cari is so comfortable with Tess and Andrew bear is obviously so happy to be with Andrew, that the two angels take their teddy bear friends to their respective beds. Panda Bear is left to rock in his rocking chair a little longer.


Vicki and Monica have begun to tidy up the dishes. There is not much lemonade left in the jug or cookies on the plate. Vicki does have a peek in the cookie jar and sees that Andrew has put some away. These will be a special treat for teddy bears on another day.


They stop what they are doing when they hear a very familiar tune coming from upstairs. Andrew and Tess have joined together to sing their favourite angel lullaby.


When at night I go to sleep,

Fourteen angels watch do keep.

Two my head are guarding;

Two my feet are guiding;

Two are on my right hand;

Two are on my left hand;

Two who warmly cover;

Two who o'er me hover;

Two to whom 'tis given

To guide my steps to Heaven.

A bear named Andrew

Andrew bear is all ready and packed for his long trip to his new home. Tucked in with him is some chocolate just to make sure he does not get hungry.


He has been made with a lot of love and now he is ready for his big adventure.


He is carefully weighed and checked in at the local post office. And so begins a lot of movement - being put on carts and trucks and even an airplane.


He cannot see too much because he is in his box but he knows when he is flying because his little ears feel quite uncomfortable. He does feel better when he chews on some chocolate.


He is eagerly awaited at the end of his journey but days and weeks pass and no bear arrives. Where could he be? Frantic e-mails are sent back and forth.


*****


Not too far from his new home - in fact at the local doughnut shop - a consultation is going on among three friends - Andrew and Monica and Tess.


Andrew is looking particularly concerned for it is his namesake Andrew who has gone missing.


Tess is explaining the seriousness of the situation. Both Monica and Andrew are all ears.


"We have to check out both ends of this trip to see whether we can find any clues to what might have happened to Andrew bear. Monica and I are assigned to do this work. Andrew - you will have to trace the bear’s movements since he left home."


*****


Monica and Tess move very quickly to the bear maker’s home. All seems to be in order but they have to check out the situation for themselves.


The bear maker is a kindly person who likes to write stories about 3 angels as well as make teddy bears and she very much enjoys doing both.


They are soon convinced that nothing has gone wrong at this end of the trip.


*****


Now they have out Andrew bear’s new home. All is in order there too.


There are other animals in residence there but they are all well taken care of:
- Ruthie Rabbit - a motherly type of bunny who spends a lot of time sleeping but that is not surprising because she is a pyjama bag
- a retired Panda who says that his name is Panda Bear. He looks well loved and worn even though some of his stuffing is coming out.


There are pictures around the house of other animals and some of them are horses. Monica looks interested but Tess is pleased that she does not have to meet them in person.


*****


All seems to be in order at both locations so they retire to the doughnut shop to have some mocha latte and a jellied doughnut. They begin to wonder how Andrew is making out.


*****


Andrew is busy checking out the situation at the post office and the airport. He meets some sniffer dogs but they are no use for tracking teddy bears but Andrew still has a friendly word and a pat for each one that he meets.


When Andrew checks the flight log for Andrew bear his passport was in order but his destination was not. Why would a small bear get sidetracked and go to New York City? Such a big city and such a small bear could easily get lost.


Andrew arrives at JFK airport and when he does he has to sit down and think about his next move. He is drinking a coffee and having a honey glazed doughnut for that is what he thinks a bear would like.


He notices on the wall a poster for an exhibit of toys - especially bears at the New York Public Library. Suddenly he knows where Andrew bear has gone and why he is in New York.


*****


Does anyone know what the attraction is for teddy bears at the New York Public Library?


*****


Andrew quickly makes his way to the New York Public Library and a very special exhibit. A certain bear and his friends have been living here for some time.


He finds Andrew bear sitting outside the display case having a serious conversation with Winnie the Pooh about life as a teddy bear.


"Hello, my name is Andrew," says Andrew and then Andrew bear knows he has been found and he will be safe. He was almost wondering how he was going to get to his new home.


*****


So does Andrew go on a plane with Andrew bear firmly seated on his lap or are there are other ways for an angel and a small bear to get more quickly to their destination?


In no time at all, Andrew and Andrew bear are at the doughnut shop.


Tess and Monica are ready to give Andrew and Andrew bear a big hug or a little hug. After being refreshed by some hot chocolate and a honey glazed doughnut, they are ready to deliver Andrew bear to his new home.


Vicki is certainly ready to make Andrew bear welcome and to thank the three angels for bringing him safely home.


The three go off humming and singing a favourite teddy bear tune - The Teddy Bears’ Picnic!

My teddy bears

Andrew Journeys to North America



The trip to North America was not as turbulent for him as we thought it might be, but he made it home, and now lives in Canada with his adopted Momma, Vicki. He was given this name before he was even sent, as if I even had to ask what name he would get. Today, Andrew Bear is well known among fan fiction readers. He loves honey glazed doughnuts, drinking chocolate milk, and getting into unbelievable amounts of mischief with little sister Cari Bear.
(Thanks to my friend Yvette for this information. She actually made the 2 teddy bears for me.)


Cari Bear


The second tiny teddy bear is named after my first horse - Charisma or Cari for short.



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They both live at my house and sleep on my bed during the day or maybe get into other kinds of trouble when I am not around!

Writing and why I do it

I wrote this little reflection about my writing when I was writing the Touched by an Angel fanfiction and sharing with others on a message board.



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What is you that gives you the desire to write?


For fun.

To express yourself.

So that others can read about what you are thinking and feeling.


All kinds of reasons.



Is it for yourself or for others to enjoy as well?

Sometimes both.


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So what does an author do who does not hear back from others about their writing?

Wonder if something is wrong with it or why does someone get more feedback than others?


Now I know that there is a great bunch of folks here. I wonder if it has anything to do with all of us being attracted in some way to angels and the message of God’s love that they bring.


Writing fanfiction is a way of sharing in that message - in whatever way we write about the angels.


I have read lots of fanfiction and some has made me laugh and some has made me cry. Which is exactly what the program does - if you think about it.


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I know that folks have posted here about why they like to write and what they feel about writing. That is fun to read.


Do you like to read new authors or authors that you are familiar with?

Do you like long and complicated stories or short ones or continuing tales?


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So I am trying to be positive here and not complain and say - not many folks are commenting on my stories.


For me I write because I like to and I like to express myself in that way but sometimes it is upsetting when I do not get any feedback.


I know I tend to be more of a lurker on this board in general. I like the fun stuff which is probably why I enjoy writing about angels and teddy bears!!


Feedback is great but it is only part of why I write.

Touched by an Angel stories


  1. Sunday morning - August 30, 2000

  2. Getting acquainted - September 22, 2000

  3. Missing - November 15, 2000

  4. Angels in the ice - November 27, 2000

  5. The choir - December 10, 2000

  6. Evening visitor - December 29, 2000

  7. Angels and animals - January 6, 2001

  8. Snow angels - January 11, 2001

  9. A father and a Father - January 27, 2001

  10. Andrew on retreat - January 29, 2001

  11. To be a pilgrim - February 23, 2001

  12. In the Father’s eyes - March 7, 2001

  13. The Shepherd and His sheep - March 18, 2001

  14. No Easter bunny? - April 15. 2001

  15. Welcome - April 16, 2001

  16. A bear named Andrew - April 20, 2001

  17. Andrew bear and Bishop - April 29, 2001

  18. Trial by fire - May 13, 2001

  19. Andrew bear and the donkey - May 20, 2001

  20. Andrew bear takes a trip - May 22, 2001

  21. Prayer meeting - May 27, 2001

  22. Andrew bear and the panda bears - June 7, 2001

  23. Andrew bear and the Musical Ride - July 1, 2001

  24. Happy Canada Day Andrew bear - July 1, 2001

  25. The party - July 6, 2001

  26. Teddy bears picnic - July 21, 2001

  27. Interview with the angels - August 1, 2001

  28. Making a splash - August 8, 2001

  29. The angels, the bear, the goat and the ponies - August 14, 2001

  30. Up, up and away - August 22

  31. Visit from an angel - September 8, 2001

  32. Season premiere - September 11, 2001

  33. Call to prayer - September 12, 2001

  34. On a wing and a prayer - September 19, 2001

  35. Search and rescue dog - September 20, 2001

  36. A time for healing - September 30, 2001

  37. Help from a friend - October 6,2001

  38. Come to a party - October 8, 2001

  39. Prince of peace - October 30, 2001

  40. Lighten the darkness - November 4, 2001

  41. Let the sunshine in (co-written with Yvette Jessen) - December 5, 2001

  42. Yes Virginia there is a Santa Claus (co-written with Yvette Jessen) - December 24, 2001

  43. Andrew takes a dip - December 31, 2001

  44. Matters of death and life - January 8, 2002

  45. Going for gold - January 13, 2002

  46. You are loved - February 6, 2002

  47. Tess’s toys (co-written with Yvette Jessen) - February 25, 2002

  48. And the greatest of these is love - March 2, 2002

  49. Spring special - April 3, 2002

  50. The children play - April 6, 2002

  51. Molly’s story - April 15, 2002

  52. Angels watch and wait - June 23, 2002

  53. Angels at work - August 15, 2002

  54. And they were safely home - February 1, 2003

I am with you

I don't always feel confident but I will step out in faith when I sense the Lord’s leading. After fifteen years in the same apartment I decided to buy a house. This was to be a real adventure in faith for me, a single person.


I reflected on and prayed about the steps I needed to take, took a home buying course at the local community college and contacted a real estate agent - a loving Christian woman. As we looked at various areas of the city, I felt led to the area where I eventually bought a house.


The Lord even spoke to me about what my mortgage should be. I certainly was aware of His leading! On the morning of the day I had arranged to speak with a mortgage officer I sensed the Lord saying to me in my quiet time. "Be not afraid, I am with you." I thought nothing more of this and went on my way for my appointment where, being a private person who does not find it easy to talk about finances, I was somewhat disturbed by our conversation. I was being challenged to trust that the Lord knows and cares about every situation in my life. As I walked home the words from my quiet time came back to me and I offered a prayer of thanksgiving to the Lord for taking care of me.


On Palm Sunday my agent showed me a lovely, little house, bright and sunny with lots of potential. I really liked it and felt much encouraged in my search but on Easter Sunday I discovered that there was already an offer on it. On my agent’s advice I took the plunge and made an offer. I really did want that house! Later that evening the offer was accepted! It was indeed a time of giving thanks for new life and new opportunities.


It seemed like a long ten weeks between the date of purchase and of possession. The Lord was preparing me for the move and His patience grew in me. I moved in surrounded by the love and prayers of many friends and I’ve had the joy of sharing the house with others and making it my own. Shortly after I moved in the assistant priest from my parish performed a beautiful house blessing and celebrated a Eucharist.


I was truly at home now and I knew the Lord was with me. I was to need this reassurance in ways that I didn’t know about. I was awakened one night when my doorbell rang and I head footsteps downstairs. Burglars had broken in but I scared them off and called the police, who were at my door in a few minutes. Again I was gently taken care of by the Lord. As I reached out to others for their support and prayers over many days and weeks I experienced in a new way what Christian community is all about.


But I was still somewhat frightened and unsettled and feeling alone. Then one evening I was especially challenged when a friend shared with me: "Come to the Lord openly in prayer; tell Him your fears; wait on Him and listen for His response; dwell on the positive and not the negative." I heard the Lord speaking to me clearly through this friend and I began to trust Him in a new way. As others had said to me - let go and let God. As the weeks passed I was reassured again in my faith and in my decision to move. I was encouraged as I learned to trust the Lord in new ways and to reach out to others.


Thank you Lord for taking such good care of me!
 

Lucky the goat

I have read that a goat may be a good companion for a horse. Actually I read a fiction story about a lovely stallion who was not happy without his goat friend.
However Bishop is not so sure...


At the stables where Bishop lives a goat has recently taken up residence. She lives in a stall near several ponies. I wonder what the ponies think of her.


She is quite a pretty animal and very affectionate. She is a nice beige colour just like Bishop. She also likes to run and play like Bishop does when he is feeling frisky in the colder weather or when he gets excited.


He certainly got excited today. The ring was quite muddy so I was being careful so that Bishop would not slip. Actually he was doing quite fine - especially with his four new shoes. Even though he is 9 years old and should be a grown up horse he really is not.


So when Lucky the goat came bouncing out of the barn Bishop the horse spooked. He could not quite understand who that was bouncing around so much.


So Vicki the rider fell off Bishop the horse. It was quite muddy where she landed but she certainly was not hurt - only quite muddy. Bishop is quite a gentle fellow so he just stood there and looked at his mom on the ground in the mud.


A couple of folks came by and asked whether I was o.k. I suggested they might find Lucky the goat and put her back in her stall. So the next time Vicki rides Bishop the horse she will look around carefully to see if Lucky the goat is bouncing around anywhere!!